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Tuesday, 18 June 2013

Smoking is Injurious to Love- II


" What do you think if we get married Raj..." said Deepthi.

"Hmmm... Good question.. If we get married..you will be called as Mrs.Raj and you have to address me with a bit more respect. You know what i am saying?" I showed my palm with joined index and thumb fingers with a space where an imaginary pebble fit in between.

Enough playing reply me seriously its our life...

What happened honey.. .. are you alright.?

I am not good... Yesterday i was thinking about us..

Even i did dear.. I never stopped thinking about us.. only us... I said interrupting Deepthi.

No.. everytime we spend time together we spend half of the time fighting.. I feel .. I am the pain in your life..

Who said you are troubling me.. without you i am nothing . sometimes i was very rude.. but you changed me. I was invisible to anyone even to my parents... like.. like.. a dust in the dawn until you found me and molded me.

Some relations are not supposed to happen Raj. ours is one in that.

Enough of  the nonsens" Deepthi.
What do you want to say and what do you want me to do?

My Parents have started searching boy for marriage. I am gonna say ok to them. Forgive me and Forget me.. Bye.. I am honoured to have such a friend  in my life..

Two drop of tears fell from my eyes even without my knowledge.. thinking about the good time we both had.. Now i have no rights on her.


I sighed and exhalled the last drag of the burning cigarette, remembering all the memory I had with my ex-girl friend in the past.

I was in the serious thinking, whether i should make this girl fall for me as a challenge or is she the one?, who I am searching for my entire life the so called "Soul mate".

Friday, 31 May 2013

Smoking is injurious to Love

"Getting a girl friend is tough these days" said my friend 'The Kung fu panda aka kung the great' yes the legend kung fu panda and he had a similarity, they both eat a lot when they are upset. An added feature with my friend was he munch whenever he is idle (... he was idle for 3/4 of his life so far )

"Getting a girl friend who last long is tough these days" I replied exhaling cigarette smoke from the bottom of my lungs...

"No dude you don't understand the concept here... Girls have changed a lot they are not like what our mother and their mothers were" said kung

"What are you trying to impose?" I questioned

"I am not trying to impose anything brah...Its not a easy task to get a girl" said the kung

"No Brah.. I can get a girl like tat..." I replied...

"You are one of those 80s rock and rolla lover boy..aren't you?" criticised the kung

"No i didn't meant that.. boys can easily make girl friend.. but having the relationship for a long time is not an easy task" I said

"If you think you have so much potential then prove it " said the kung

"prove how...?" I said.

"Make this girl as your girlfriend (he showed a passerby) and make her say those three magical words" he looked up and shaked his body like a dog when it comes out of a pool

I dropped my cigarette and followed her to take a good look at here face. she stopped at a bus stop and turned back. For the first time in my life i saw a girl so beautiful, for an instance i thought i saw "Aphroditē" Greek goddess of love... she was wearing a black shalwar (Traditional indian wear) with a big round earrings dancing in air kissing her chins now and then. Her black shalwar forced me to accept black as my favourite colour. A small walnut shaped dimple on her face felt pretty special.

Few minutes later another girl came, both smiled. From their gestures they looked friends. I went to her directly and said "You know.. My friends used to say a lot of times that .. the girl who is gonna marry me will suffer coz of me.. are you ready to suffer". "Excuse me" she exclaimed. I repeat
the whole phrase again. "Excuse me..." she said again. "oh please..now do not tell me you don't hear even a single word" I said. "I have heard the entire crap you just spit .."she replied angrily."oops thats hurting" I said. "See mister.." . "Raj name is Raj" I said interrupting her words. "see Mr.whatever the crap you are.. I do not give a damn about you.. Now get off my face. my bus is here" she said and boarded the bus(College bus) and left.

...to be continued

Thursday, 24 January 2013

We are lazy aren't we ???


"Necessity is the mother of invention".. I feel Necesity leads to quest for earning money that in turns leads to sophistication, final out come of sophistication is lazyness. We cannot survive 2 hours of dark empty room without electricity. Throw an IT guy  in a village removing all his gadgets , he will not survive like a fish out of pond (most of all).
Today when i board office lift to reach my work station at 6th floor, i saw most of the floors were checked in on the lift control board. starting from 1st floor till 12th. People become lazy enough to wait for 10 mins to reach their work station at 1st floor, rather than climbing the stairs for a minute. We need vehicle (Bike/car) to go the nearest market.Damn he is ready to pay 50 bucks for hour parking.
We need serveant maid to cook for us, wash for us and do all our house hold work. Reason we give that for is we work hard for about 10 hours in office. We need to think fast earn fast eat fast grow fast and finally we will go fast to holy heaven.
I have been thinking, what should we do to get us saved from ourselves. My inner voice told me, stop thinking and start act. Act that give you good health and save parking money (50 bucks) in weekend. Act that make you hunk (super cool look) and let you live longer. Act towards working at home. Act towards manage time and money.