LovenRage

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Tuesday, 18 June 2013

Smoking is Injurious to Love- II


" What do you think if we get married Raj..." said Deepthi.

"Hmmm... Good question.. If we get married..you will be called as Mrs.Raj and you have to address me with a bit more respect. You know what i am saying?" I showed my palm with joined index and thumb fingers with a space where an imaginary pebble fit in between.

Enough playing reply me seriously its our life...

What happened honey.. .. are you alright.?

I am not good... Yesterday i was thinking about us..

Even i did dear.. I never stopped thinking about us.. only us... I said interrupting Deepthi.

No.. everytime we spend time together we spend half of the time fighting.. I feel .. I am the pain in your life..

Who said you are troubling me.. without you i am nothing . sometimes i was very rude.. but you changed me. I was invisible to anyone even to my parents... like.. like.. a dust in the dawn until you found me and molded me.

Some relations are not supposed to happen Raj. ours is one in that.

Enough of  the nonsens" Deepthi.
What do you want to say and what do you want me to do?

My Parents have started searching boy for marriage. I am gonna say ok to them. Forgive me and Forget me.. Bye.. I am honoured to have such a friend  in my life..

Two drop of tears fell from my eyes even without my knowledge.. thinking about the good time we both had.. Now i have no rights on her.


I sighed and exhalled the last drag of the burning cigarette, remembering all the memory I had with my ex-girl friend in the past.

I was in the serious thinking, whether i should make this girl fall for me as a challenge or is she the one?, who I am searching for my entire life the so called "Soul mate".